Life Is BeutiFOOL saja .

finally , im home~

2010-06-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

huh . so tired 4 that all thingy ..

yaa .. joining NS about 2 month and 5 days ..

it really challange my physical & mental to stay with many stranger out there .. haha ;D

hmm .. i try to enjoy my life there ..

i try to be more patient to follow their rules ..

going to PT .. PRAYER .. CHARACTER BUILDING CLASS , PHYSICAL TRAINING .. TTS .. and so on ..

that all must sharp time management laa ..

at the begining ..

i very feels bored and stressed ..

feels like want to back home !! huhh . wdfk .

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after 1 month ,

i start enjoy all routine at the champ ..

i makes friend a lot ..

talk a lot ..

laughs ..

and so many crazy thing i had makes in that champ ..

that time , i can control my self to open my mine to think positive and enjoyable ..

i got integration class ..

culture class ..

kayaking ..

sport creativity ..

kembara halangan ..

flying fox ..

KN class ..

and so on ..

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after 2 month ..

my flight around the corner .. 5 june ,

i feels very happy so much ..

i dont know why ..

i think its normal .. haha ;D

omg .

i dun want to be a crybaby .. LOL !

i hate it so much ..

but ,

i cant control my feeling anymore ..

so, i cry when hugs with my roommate ~

so sad that time ..

not much , i think a little bit sad .. huhu~

i sad when say gudbye to my bestie ..

but i had too ..

so , i saved that all moment to my memory and let it be a sweet and sour memory ever !! :)

p/s : actually , joining NS , got so many moral value that we can take and apply in our life .. teach me to loyalty , loving , caring , dicipline , voluntary , honesty .. and so on laa .. believe it or not , try la kalau berani !! ;DD

i will share some picture after this ~

my feeling ;D

2009-12-29T09:28:00.003+08:00

OMG .

i dunno what im feeling juz now ..

its too many that im thinking in my mind ..

i juz simply thinking on my future ..

but y its so feel of illness ..

now i got my aim that i must lute with four string ..

i wanna changes ..

from every part in my life ..

i know i must think that the past will be the history ,

that tommorrow will be the mystery ,

then today will be the hari -hari ..

from know ..

i determine to recover that all things ..

i must try my best ..

sometime ..

i think , that i complicated myself ..

i always thinking that life is too hard to go on ..

NO! it was not true at all ..

i must change my mind ..that Life Is BeutiFOOL ..

that in combination of beuty n fool ..

yaa ..life is a gift ..i know ..

im very gratefull n thank you to ALLAh ..

becoz i still go on with my life ..

i hope i can live for a long time anymore ..

hmm ..i had determined that i never thinking about "love 4 him" anymore ..

i know im a bit frustrated about that all ..

now i want to enjoy my life that i had right now ..

n i want improving my life to being better than before ..

i know many of them out there , are loving me ,

n i will loving them 4ever n ever ..

im so appreciate to that all ..

i know without them ,my life is never meaningful at all ..

n i believe that one day i will found my mr. right and yet ..

i know , the match is certain from Allah swt ..amin~

p;s , thanx 4 all of u that content to read my post that not pretty at all ..i'll pray 4 u happiness n peacefull .

hee ;D kemarin

2009-12-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

hahaha .

adeii .

lucu jga ak kmarin ..

skali pkai tdung tem jln , ok ja pn ..

neves kono smlm dia ..

pdahal cam besa ja pn ..

kili tul ..

hmm ..best jugla kmarin ad peristiwa jga ..

nda jd p segama, p sinsuran ja ....

p cri tdung,

pstu p mkn d sempelang ..

lpar ne bha ..teda mkn dri ruma ..syian ..haha

nsib abis jg mee goreng , nsib sdap , klu nda , nda abis kali ..

tp c ainis pnya nda abis knyang dia ..tlmpau byk bha mee diaa ..

ndapa laa ..sukati dialaa ..

thanxla nis , ko blnja kmi ..

haha ;D

pnat2 ko kja d shangrilaa ..

ndapa ..nti ak kya , ak blnja ko mkn puas2 ..

pastu p cp ..booking tket ..

pastu mnunnggu cam urg gila ..

nahh ..

c aiman lae ,

kompom blum bgn lae ..

adeii ..'

ndpa ak pham ..

dia mmg gtu ..

ank org miskin tula bgn lmbat ..haha ;D

haha ..tem tgk tu alvin n chipmunk mmg kcohlaa ..

bestbha lwak ne ..

cute ne c theodore ..

suka ak tgk ..

c ainis knuk mnangis ..

kili ,

ak rsa lwak ja pn ..

haha ;D

dia mmg cpt tacing ..

pas abis tu wyang ..p jmpa daling ak lae c aiman ..haha ;D

teda bha ..

kwn ja tu ..

dia ad gf uda ..

mna leh ..haha ;D

kwn2 ja pn ..

ak nda sngka ak jmpa dia jg ..haha

ak pkir rmai2 knuk dia ..rpannya solo2 pula ..

nahh bgsla ..bleh jga buli ma dia ..haha jahat knuk ..taehh ;D

haha ..best juala jmpa dia tu ..

lwak jg ..ok la ..suma dia msuk ..nda jua lari tiun ..haha

ak pkir dia ne bdk cam nkal2 ..

rpanya gudboy jga ..haha ;D

ak rsa ok lae muka dia klu tgk real ..

d pic cam cina bha ..dogo pn ckit2 haha ;D

hmm ..best juala ..crita2 ngn dia ..spotting ja dia ..

lyan ja ..

tp syian bha dia tu ..

ad gf , tp cm teda gf ..

adeii ..

mmg bgs punya bf la dia ne ..

tlmpau bgs ..

haha ;D

sukati diala pa dia mo buat ..

yg pnting kmi sda bg pndapt ..

kwn kn ..

hahh ..tu story dia ..

ak punya story abis sda ..lalala ..;D

hahayy ;D

2009-12-23T16:21:00.000+08:00

huhu ..

azam baru ..azam bru ..

hahayy ..

ntah angle mna msuk ak ne ..

ttiba ja ad azam baru knun ..

cam taehh ..

hmm ..ntah tiba2 atiku tbuka mo brubah ..

target ak 2010 ne brubah uda ..

mo jd mnusia yg bguna n d rahmati allah swt ..

hmm ..first2 mmg susah mo wt kputusan oo ..

nsibla baik ad kwn ak yg bgs punya tlung ak decide ..

adeii ..

ssh jga ar mo brubah ne ..

haha .

smalam bru ak gtau c ainis psl ne ..

haha punya men mlu ak tem ak gtau dia ..

kili kn ngn bezpren sndri pn mo malu ..

budu ehh .

actually , ak mo ubah look ak bha ..

heheeh

mo jd org islam la ..

[pakai tudung]

tula azam sbnar ak ..

adeii ..

punya men ssah ..

tp ainis ckp

nda pyah mo malu ..

yg pnting ati tu ikhlas uda ..

tbuka uda ..

jan kac lma nti ttup blik ..haha

tp mmg tul la dia ckp tu ..

then plan kmi ..dia suh ak test2 pkai tdung tem kmi jln ne ahad ..hahahayy ;0

nahh .ngam ad lae ak mo jmpa kwn lmaku d ym ..

adeii ..matainahh .

adeii ..apa2 pn i will try my best laa nnti ..

hrap2 dorang nda takazut ..

klu tekena lg tjumpa ma org yg ak knl lae ..nahhh dsitulaa ..ngam kn ..

hahaha ..ak nda dpt byang kn o nti ahad ne ..

adedeii ;]

bduh keja ne tau ..

tp ndapa ak anggp ja ne cabaran ..biar ak bljar mnghadapi cabaran ..wahahayy ;D

hahayy ;D ginila knu ak pkai tdung ..adedeii ..

alim knu c kwn sda ..

haha .

ok2 .

hrap2 sumanya bjln dgn lncar ..amin~

heheyy ;D

2009-12-23T09:40:00.000+08:00

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

uisehh ..ne lgu mmg ngam ntuk ak owh ..

kata atiku bilang tadi ;

2009-12-21T12:21:00.000+08:00

hmm ...dia bilang pjalanan hdup ne masi pjg ..

byk lg mo dkjar ..

kjar ilmu,

kjar hdup,

kjar msa depan,

kjar laki ja blum ..

haha

hmm ..sbnarnya ak nda tau bha ne cam na ak mo mula hdup baru ..

ntah ad ja d pkirkn anie ..

skrg ne abiz spm uda ..

so, smbung keja blik,

pastu mo ambi lesen keta lae ..

pastu nant p PLKN

then pastu

smbung blajar

haizz ..byk jua ne hdup ..

tp apa pn syukurla ak dberi pluang ntuk hdup d dunia ne ..

dpt jua ak mnikmati dunia yg beutiFOOL ini ..

byk kenangan tercipta ..

ad pahit,manis,masam ,masin ..mcm2 ada ..

smakin hari smakin ak berpkir ..

smakin ari ak rsa kmtangan jg hampir ..

hmm ..

maby sda tba msanya ak bpikir dgn matang ..

ak rsa ..ak perlu mngubah ap yg patut d ubah ..

tp harus bagaimana ..

ntuk mmulaknya ..

ak masi bgung ..

mncari kputusan yg harus dbuat ..

ya allah hnya padamu ku berdoa ..

tmpatku mngadu sgala2nya ..

beriknla ak ptunjukmu ..

tlong ak ..

hrap2 ak dpt buat yg terbaik dlm hdupku ..

amin~

Hawliow owhh ..

2009-12-17T13:30:00.001+08:00

huhu ..kenangan ne joo .

huawawa ..abiz uda SPM ..syukur alhmdullillah =)

adeii ..lepas ne teda uda p skul ..

teda uda men2 ngn kwn ..

adeii ..

rndunya tu ..

sdih ne ..

nda tau lae klu lpas ne dpt jmpa tau nda ne ..

harap2 ..dorang shat n sjahtera ..sukses slalO ..

5 beRjaya smk likas I WILL GONNA MISS U !!!!

bcoz ur all had created such memories that i never had n i will keep in my mind always

insyaallahh .

A BLIND GIRL & HER PROMISE

2009-01-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

A
BLIND GIRL & HER PROMISE

There
was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated
everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry
you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When
the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.

He asked her, 'Now that you can see
the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and
saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her.
She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of
her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left
in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care
of your eyes, my dear; for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when
our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like
before, and who was always by their side in the most painful
situations.

Life Is a Gift. Today:

Before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of
someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your
husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a
companion.
Before you complain about life - Think of someone who
died too early on this earth.
Before you complain about your
children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the
same distance with their feet.

And when you are
tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the
disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
But before
you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember
that not one of us is without sin.
And when depressing thoughts
seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're
alive and still around.

*God bless*